Falling Apart

Ever feel like everything's falling apart and you can't do anything? Right now I am helpless. I can't take back what I did. I can'r say I'm sorry enough. I don't know if I can do this hard thing. But I am taking my life back. I am waking up! I am being completely honest and alert to whats going on around me. I am taking a stand. I am going to be proud of who I am. And who I will become, because no one can tell me what to do with my life. I am going to get through this hard thing. I am going to continue on with my life and live it to it's fullest. I am going to change. I am going to conquer this trial. Because I never want to feel that bad ever again. I WILL BE ENOUGH! I WILL BE ME!


Celebration: we just got a ton of snow :)

I think I'm going Mad.....

A little thing you should know about me. I LOVE MARCH MADNESS! It's pretty much my superbowl. We make a giant bracket every year and watch it religously. We are huge BYU fans but sense Jimmer graduated, advancing any further than the 2nd round was a long shot. We also make a group on espn.com and compete to see who has the most acurate bracket. Let's just say I'm ver mad a Missouri. My new nephews even have a bracket! (they're a week old ) I had Missouri going to the final four. *facepalm* The only great thing about this HUGE upset was that no one in my family called it. So it didn't effect the rankings too much.

You'd think that because I gave up on basketball in fourth grade, I'd not really care about the NCAA. But Me and college basketball is are like Bob Marley and Reggie. These couple weeks rival summer in my book. They're pretty much the thing in the history of ever! <3 NCAA






Celebration: BYU made the tournament!

My Life The Soap Opera

Ever wonder how much the world would like your life if it was a hit TV show? Of course Hollywood would completely change my life and make everything work out all of the time. But what about the little happily ever afters? What's the fun in life if you can't celebrate along the way knowing that there's going to be more fun times? And then when we experience these little celebrations we have more fun then Cinderella riding off in her carriage while a million things were running through her mind. Ever wonder why they haven't made a sequel to all of these fairy tales? Because as soon as Happily Ever After came on the screen no one ever heard from them again. Isn't life more fun as a continual Happily Ever After? That's why whenever I watch a movie all I'm thinking is “that's not realistic”. Hollywood manipulates real life because people do enjoy watching something they don't have. But what about a movie where the lead throws a Halloween party? Or is having a wonderful time with her friends? Or gets into a fight with her brother? Or tells her dad she can't play softball anymore but he accepts her anyway? What about that great story? I have to write it down because Hollywood hasn't found me yet. I guess when they do they'll be grateful I kept a record. But I'm living my happily ever after for the rest of my life. I like it that way. So This is Alyssa S. McGuire living her continuous Happily Ever After, Feel free to drop in and make things interesting :).